Summary of the novel: I used to think that a person denies his mistakes in front of everyone, and admits them when he is alone! You do not know all this, and I can return to you without telling you anything so that we can continue what we started Together, but if I return to you without telling you what happened, I will not be worthy of you. Even if I told you and apologized to you and you accepted my apology, I would not be worthy of your forgiveness! This is how I decided to leave you. I changed my phone number and tried to forget everything that happened between us In the past, I tried hard to forget that I met you, and what a difficult attempt it was! I traveled far to complete the journey of oblivion. I spent long days alone outside. My color turned pale and darkness fell under my eyes. I could not find relief or feel it at all. I looked ten years older than my age! I lived far from you and I was torn apart, the feeling of remorse still takes over my heart and sleep He still leaves me! After many months, I decided to return to my home. I realized that there was no longer any point in Run away. I came back knowing that you had continued your life away from me, but on the contrary, I decided to... I live on what remains of my memories with you. I preferred to live by it and write it down so that it would not be lost and vanished! I just wanted to write about you and for you. Whenever I found something I wanted to write, it was for you. My only refuge from the harshness of life is away from you!