Crime for love:
I wrote in this book a lot of different feelings and topics. Between its lines there are feelings that go back to my heart, my feelings, and my general life. I wrote about love in the sense of my private heart, and about happiness, sadness, separation, and many feelings that carry praise for one person and reproach for others. My words here do not constitute one year or a period. Short of my life, but here is a group of years that began when my pen began to draw its first letters and continues to this day.
I have talked about many things in the pages of my book, and yet my heart still longs to live more and sees that what I have written so far is nothing more than the letters of a few years that passed during my youth and youth.
I talked a lot in my book about feelings of love, and I am fully aware that many will not understand them well. They will like the beauty of the letters and the harmony of the words, but only those who have lived the same feeling and know that love is not the love that exists between two genders or two people, but rather love is to love ourselves, so we love those who love us. We love life around us and thus we see people in a completely different light.
Black peacock:
A novel centered around the methods used by political organizations, particularly ideology, to create their individuals who are assigned special roles and at planned times. The social and psychological conditions that the main character in the story goes through are exploited and employed skillfully by the organization to perform their roles efficiently in the future.
The black peacock is a very complex human condition. It appears within the text with different masks and at multiple stages of time. According to this condition, its owner is forced to wear masks that suit every stage of his life and are consistent with the role assigned to him within a long path that was mapped out in advance while he was still young. The novel presents its mysterious main character in two parallel narrative lines, once in the mirrors of others and again in an internal monologue of the same character as she struggles with death on the surface of the river.
The story begins with the story of the mysterious advisor Taj al-Din, one of the leaders of the Islamic movement and one of the mysterious influencers in government, and his strange, transforming personality, with many confusing masks, to delve into the details of a long period of modern Sudan’s life extending from the seventies of the last century, from the years of Nimeiry’s rule and extending To the beginning of the new century, filled with many events that changed the course of political events in the country.
The name of the novel is taken from an adjective given to its secret hero, Adam, when he was thirteen years old when he was serving his sentence in a juvenile facility for killing his mother, her husband, and their son. At this stage, the organization pays attention to Adam's personality and his tendency to violence, and is preparing for the years in which Islamists will rule the country. The novel presents the main character from two angles: as a perpetrator who trapped many victims, and as a victim who was deceived and fell into the trap of violence.
Adam is transformed by the game of masks into Ammar Al-Barakas, Shaker, Taj Al-Din, and many other names. Thanks to it, and thanks to his deep culture and exceptional abilities, he became one of the arms of violence that the authorities exploited to discipline their opponents during the third democracy period, which lasted between the years 1986-1989, and then used it in its multiple wars in South Sudan. And Darfur, which the alleged advisor himself admitted in his narration of his memories in a personal monologue during his struggle with death.
The novel begins with the scene of the enigmatic and enigmatic man (Taj al-Din) moving to the Burri neighborhood, located east of the capital, Khartoum, close to the shore of the Blue Nile, where he kept his distance from his neighbors until the moment his death was announced in the plane accident, without any reference to his name among the missing. The question mark over the man's fate haunted the imagination of his chance neighbor and former companion during his university days, Judge Al-Naim Darraj. He is provoked by the story of the man who wore different masks, so he travels the country in search of the turning point in the path of the mysterious man before he solves all the mysteries in the end.
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